1. The Village Well


2. Mom, I Want to Return to the Past
Dearest Mother,
I know that right now you are very upset with me, and deeply saddened by my actions. I also understand that simply saying sorry won't change anything, but I still want to tell you these three words.
Mom, could you please not be angry with me anymore? My heart aches, and I know yours does too. When I made the decision to leave everything behind for a new beginning, I knew I was being selfish. But at that time, do you know how I justified it to myself? I told myself that every parent loves their child, and if I left to pursue what makes me happy, what I truly needed, then surely that’s what you would want too, right? But I never thought about how much you would miss me, how empty you would feel when you walked into a room and I wasn't there. I didn’t realize how lonely and lost you must have felt, not hearing my voice, not having me run around you like a little bird anymore. You once told me that my decision to leave for a new land felt like a dream. You wished that after a long sleep, you would wake up to find me lying beside you, just like the child I once was. Mom, time passes so quickly, and the child you once carried on your back, walking down the roads, has now grown up. How did this happen?
The weather has been so cold lately, and I worry about you. I don’t know how your leg is doing. Is the cold bothering you? There are some afternoons when I stand at the balcony and look out at the empty lot in front of the house, and I miss you so much, miss home so deeply. In those moments, I wish I had wings so I could fly back home. But you know, Mom, I have to get through this tough phase. I truly don’t want to be away from you, but there’s so much I want to do. I don’t want to waste my youth in fear and monotony. I have dreams, ambitions, and ideals, and I want to go out and experience life, to find the answers to my questions. I believe you, Mom, understand me better than anyone else, but you just don't want to let go of your silly little girl, right?
You must still remember the days when I was little, how on rainy days, you would come to pick me up from school. You would carry me on your back, covering us with a big raincoat. I would rest my head on your warm back, listening to the rain with such joy. Sometimes, I would ask, “How far have we come, Mom?” Oh, I long to go back to that time, the beautiful past when I was just an innocent, carefree child. There were times I wished I could stop growing up, wishing I could stay that little girl forever. I was so naïve, wasn’t I? Maybe because I was so innocent, you were worried about me being away from you. But Mom, you have to believe that I’ve grown stronger, I’ve progressed so much. Do you think, just let me go, let me experience life so I can change and improve myself? So, please let life teach me the things I didn’t learn in school.
For some reason, lately, in my dreams, I keep seeing the image of us together in the rice fields. You walk ahead, and I follow behind. In the evening, as the sunset falls, our shadows merge as one.
Mom! I miss you!
Author: Trúc Xanh


3. The Spinning Top from the Past
For the children in my village when I was young, there was nothing more delightful and exciting than playing with a spinning top. All you needed was a dry bamboo stick, shaved thinly, with paper wings at both ends, or simply two palm leaves twisted together, with a hole drilled in the center to attach a spinning axle. With eagerness in our hearts and focus in our eyes, the spinning top would twirl and bring joy to us. We would lie on the grass, laughing and chatting, our faces turned towards the sky, each of us holding a small spinning top.
Now, living and working in a distant city, I often think back to my childhood in the village, especially when I see children or the grandchildren of my friends. Reflecting on those innocent days, with all the simple games and rustic pleasures of the countryside, I can't help but smile to myself, remembering the past with a pang of longing. Those were truly peaceful, carefree days, full of happiness from the rice fields, country roads, and small alleyways. There, every morning birds chirped from the tall trees, and every afternoon, the buffalo grazed leisurely while barefoot children played with spinning tops. These memories of a beautiful time and an unforgettable childhood with my friends remain etched in my heart.
Our childhood was filled with so many joys that in today's modern world, it's hard to recreate or even experience again. Back then, we didn't have remote-controlled cars, automatic superheroes, modern mobile phones with addictive games, or even comic books that seemed like luxury items. Life was tough and not modern, so we made our own toys from whatever we could find around us, sometimes even reusing old or discarded items. The spinning top was the most familiar and popular toy for children, not just in my village but everywhere. We made them ourselves from local materials like bamboo and leaves.
I still remember the days in the rice fields, where the children of the village gathered. Every afternoon, when the sun started to cool down and the breeze from the river blew gently, the buffaloes, full from grazing, wandered off to find their companions. We would call each other, excited and full of energy. Soon, paper kites soared high in the sky, balls rolled on the green grass, and the spinning tops spun fast with the evening breeze. We paid no attention to the buffaloes wandering the fields or the fading sunlight as the shadows grew longer. All we cared about was the spinning top spinning in front of us, in the laughter, in our innocent dreams.
For the children in my village back then, there was nothing more joyful and fascinating than playing with spinning tops. All we needed was a bamboo stick, shaved thinly, with paper wings or simple palm leaves twisted together. With eagerness and fascination, the top would spin and bring joy to us. We lay on the grass, laughing, with our faces turned to the sky, holding our spinning tops tightly. The wind from the river would blow, and the game would continue. I remember those peaceful afternoons, the gentle breeze soothing our innocent souls, the clear blue sky in the eyes of children, and the little spinning tops spinning, bringing simple joy and childhood dreams.
But now, I feel a sense of sadness and pity for today's children, who don't have a truly carefree and innocent childhood. As I think back, it's easy to find things in today's world, but it's hard to find the simple spinning tops we once made. Today, the children of my family play with plastic spinning tops, powered by small motors and batteries, not relying on the wind. They spend most of their time studying, going to school from early morning until late at night. They complain about not having enough time for sleep, let alone play. They don't know the riverbanks, the breezes, or the rice fields. All they know is school – regular classes, extra lessons, foreign languages, and computers.
The beautifully colored spinning tops their parents buy for them go unnoticed. They don’t play with marbles, jump rope, pretend battles, or build treehouses like we did. They only care about their phones, iPads, and computers during their free time. Of course, I have no right to make them like what I liked because times have changed, and today’s life is much more prosperous and modern than back then. But it saddens me to think that today's children don’t have the same carefree, innocent childhood we had.
Perhaps the toys from our past are no longer of interest to today’s children, and they don’t even know about them. I fear that in the future, the childhood memories of today's children will only be filled with games on their lifeless phones.
Author: Nguyễn Hồng Minh


4. Dream of the Past
"When the spring rice is still on the hills
We hear the thunder, mother carrying the child home."
The sky was bright, then suddenly darkened, and a storm began. The wind blew, dust filled the air. Purple water lilies swayed on the pond's surface, the wind was so strong that they were pushed to one corner. Kittens and puppies startled by the lightning thunder, hurriedly diving into their mothers' bellies. The sky was thick like a large bowl about to spill its contents onto the earth. Lightning flashed across the sky, followed by heavy rain, pounding on the ground like a millstone. The red brick yard welcomed the rain with a soft, clear sound. The rain had truly come. It poured down relentlessly. The trees bent under the force of the rain, while the lotus leaves folded to catch the cool drops from the sky. The rain splashed on the green rice fields, making the rice look like young girls. The rice danced with the wind and the rain. Seeds deep in the earth stirred and stretched to greet the rain. Lazy leaves, long asleep, suddenly curled up from the cold wind, then bloomed fresh and bright. Seeing the water bubbles form on the yard, my mother would say, "This first rain will be heavy and long." The water bubbles filled the yard. My little sister proudly showed off her loose tooth, laughing happily before running to grab paper from an old notebook to fold paper boats, setting them on the water in front of the house. Her tiny chubby hands pushed the boats to float along the water. The joy of it all filled her bright eyes as though she stood before an endless ocean. My father had stopped drawing when the sky darkened. With his pipe, he lit it up, the smoke curling like a mist in the thunder of March. The rain continued, the yard flooded, and the pond overflowed into the garden. The ditches and pathways were thick with fog. My father smiled and said, "This kind of rain makes the shrimp feel sorrowful, but the fish love it. They leap up in joy to greet the rain." The carp wanted to leap over the Dragon Gate to become a dragon, and the tilapia, itching with its scales, hoped to do the same. They leaped all around, up the roads and into the alleys. But too many leaps might end up in the frying pan. My little sister giggled at this...
Back in the old days, whenever it rained, fish and shrimp swam freely in the thunderous storm of March. The tilapia, mischievous and playful, would leap from the water and onto the yard, the path, or the village roads. Children eagerly wore the hats from their grandmothers or mothers and carried small bamboo sticks to catch the leaping tilapia. The moment the fish landed on the path or the shore, they were immediately speared onto the bamboo sticks. The little feet splashed in the water, and the bag of fish grew heavier as they happily carried them home. The thatched roof smoked from the fire, and the sound of sizzling oil in the pan filled the air. The tilapia, now cleaned and fried until golden and crispy, was served with fish sauce and fresh herbs for a rainy-day lunch. The delicious aroma still lingers to this day... Oh, how nostalgic...
Some children from poor families didn’t have any pork fat to fry the fish until it was crispy, but they would still clean the tilapia, gut it, and leave the golden roe wrapped in a lime leaf and roasted over the fire. The grilled fish, with its rich aroma, mixed with the refreshing scent of lime leaves in the cold rainy wind, made the eyes of those poor children light up. The warmth of the meal, with roasted fish and a bowl of sour soup with frogs and fresh chilies, would bring warmth to their hearts even before eating. My father, content and relaxed, looked at his children eagerly enjoying their rainy day feast.
I will never forget the rainy days when my father spent his last few coins for my mother to buy rams from the old man who set traps at the edge of the village. When the rain fell, the rams were especially fat. The traps, filled with muddy water and silt, were lifted up, and the strong, dark arms of the man raised the trap high. The rams clustered together tightly in the basket. The fat, black-shelled rams, and the plump, firm male ones, with their white claws exposed, were quickly processed. My sister skillfully used sharp scissors to trim the claws and feet, washing them clean before putting them in the mortar to pound finely. She didn't forget to add some salt to enhance the flavor of the crab meat so that the broth wouldn't break apart. The crab shells were carefully peeled, and the roe was gently taken out with a toothpick. There was nothing more delightful than the scent of sizzling onion oil, as the red crab roe was poured into the pan. The aroma wafted like the sunset’s golden rays, creating a stunning red glow in the pan. The crabs were then fried until crispy in oil, and the roe was stir-fried and poured into the pan. The crabs were bathed in the golden yellow of the roe, and the seasoning made the dish even more appetizing. The plump crab pieces were served with fresh mint leaves. The sweet flavor of the countryside mixed with the rich aroma of the crab dish is something I’ll always remember from the rainy days of long ago.
Though far away, my heart longs for my old village. I miss the sound of frogs croaking, the calls of the night birds in the dark sky. A wave of nostalgia sweeps over me. The sounds of the countryside, the fresh rice during the first harvest, and the taste of the simmering chạch chấu fish cooked with spices in the charcoal fire. I miss the figure of my mother crossing the bamboo bridge, the shadow of her frail figure making my heart ache with longing.
Oh rain! Oh days gone by... when will those beloved times return?
Lê Hà Ngân


5. The Sounds of Yesteryears
I paused on the familiar road home, the golden moonlight spilling across the river, casting a gentle glow on the shimmering waves below. The streetlights had gone out, and the peaceful silence wrapped around me. A cool breeze from the river caressed my hair and cheeks, filling me with a refreshing sensation. From a distance, the familiar tune of a song from long ago reached my ears, drifting from a house shaded by trees near the riverbank, making me stop and listen intently. Oh, the melodies of my youth, of a carefree and innocent time, suddenly resurfaced in my heart, evoking a sky full of memories. If only life would let me turn back time, I would choose to return to those moments when we gathered together, practicing for a student talent show. It was the happiest period of my school years.
Youth passes by, and only then do we realize how beautiful it was, even though I have no regrets or doubts for having lived fully, burned with passion, and embraced youth. Still, it remains a cherished memory, forever etched in a corner of my heart. There are times when a trigger evokes those memories, and I search within myself, flipping through the pages of sweet recollections. Memories often fade with time, the dust of years covering everything, yet some remain as fresh and vivid as if they happened just yesterday. In my heart, there is always a longing to relive those moments, to return, even if just in a fleeting dream, it would be enough to satisfy my soul.
The time we practiced for the performance was in late autumn, as the cool winds started to blow. Students from various classes and courses were chosen for their love of music to create a choir for the student talent competition. We became known as the versatile, talented, and affectionate team.
Everyone was already a good singer with a passion for music, a good sense of rhythm, and when we gathered under the guidance of our teachers, we learned quickly and with great joy. I remember those afternoons when the air was cool, and the sky had a soft, grayish hue. From the third floor, the sound of our mixed voices—young men and women—singing in unison filled the air.
- One afternoon, walking down this path, yellow flower petals covered the ground. Hesitant, I thought to myself, ‘Why does the road to school seem so unfamiliar?’
The romantic lyrics fit perfectly with the carefree students, who felt like the world was their own, made just for them. The heads swayed to the rhythm, faces bright and lively, radiating energy with every note. The clear, pure sound of the song nurtured the spirit of our youth, a time of ‘butterflies and flowers, birds and sunshine.’ The music spread from the upstairs balcony like a wave of sound, reaching the green garden and the flowerbed where fresh chrysanthemums bloomed by the gentle lake breeze. That calming sensation has stayed with me ever since.
- Hanoi, this season, is missing the rain. The early winter chill, your scarf fluttering in the cold wind. The milk flower petals have stopped falling, and I’m with you on an afternoon after class...
When we practiced, we usually started with acapella, then added the music. The lyrics were vivid, evoking images, while the melody was sweet and deep. A choir of familiar faces, all of whom admired one another, sang together with great emotion. We sang and saw joy in each other's eyes, felt the happiness in our teachers’ gazes, and experienced the harmony in the music. Especially for couples, they sang with eyes shining with happiness, finding each other in every note. The moments spent in the song, in the friendship and love, were truly beautiful and unforgettable.
One of the girls in our choir, with her sweet, high voice, would hit the highest notes in such a pure and bright way. Innocent and charming, her personality shone through her singing. I remember most when she switched from major to minor in the song ‘The Vast Life’ by the late Trinh Cong Son. It was so endearing that it could melt anyone’s heart.
- In childhood, the flowers, butterflies, and birds shared the sun and rain. You stood beside me, loving life with all your heart...
Her voice, bright and clear in the high notes, soothing and warm in the lower ones, conveyed a love for life that flowed through the song, gently touching the soul. Even now, the sweetness of that moment remains with me.
The sound of that song nourished our youthful spirits, turning into memories, a time to remember, a youth bathed in melody and lyrics. Today, when I hear it again, I’m instantly filled with nostalgia, as if the girl with the bright smile is singing right in front of me.
- On the Vam River one moonlit night, the oars gently tapping the water’s surface…
Oh, how I miss those days...
Tuan Pham


6. The Dirt Road of the Past
There are paths that lead us back to the cherished days of the past. I long for the chance to revisit those old roads once more. There, the dirt path stretches out to the rice fields and sweet potato gardens, with lush green grass lining the edges. Where is the road I used to walk every morning and evening? The dirt road of the past now exists only in my memories.
I remember those days filled with love and memories. A childhood full of hardship but shining brightly with vibrant colors.
There were evenings when my siblings and I would follow the worn path, eagerly awaiting the sight of our mother. The sky darkened, making it hard to see clearly. But we could always spot her, balancing baskets on her shoulders, carrying earth to plant sweet potatoes and yams to feed us. Meanwhile, our father would plant flowers for us to admire each dawn.
How I long to recall that time when my younger brother and sister would rush back home upon hearing that I was returning from my studies, braving the cold winter evening. The anticipation of seeing me made their hearts race. A basket of grass would fall, and their hats would be knocked off, but nothing mattered. The road seemed longer, yet the reunion felt so close. It was a joyous path, a path filled with love and happiness.
There was a dirt road, a small narrow path that led my siblings and me to the sweet potato patch on Cu Thi hill. After school, the three of us would dig up the yams to bring home just in time for dinner. Sometimes, when the rice ran out, our mother would boil small, tender yams. These yams were so soft that we didn’t even need to peel them.
I still recall the winding path that passed by Mr. Hiep’s house, crossing over a bamboo fence and following a trail along the bamboo hedge. That path led us to the dense bamboo groves of Nuong Dinh. There, we would call each other out on summer afternoons to gather bamboo leaves for cooking. One would carry a bag, another a broom, and the third a basket. Gathering bamboo leaves was as joyful as going to a festival. The heat of the summer and the gentle breeze didn’t stop us. The bamboo leaves rustled as they seemed to sing to us. When our bags and baskets were full, smiles would light up our faces. The bamboo leaves would accompany us back to the kitchen, where we used them to cook meals or even to prepare pig feed. That was a path of love, a path where we shared the burdens of our parents.
There was the muddy dirt road, slippery after the rain. We, the children of the village, walked this road to school. Our feet pressed into the wet earth as we went. We walked with the hope that one day we would escape the boundaries of this village, dreaming of attending prestigious schools and university halls. The dirt road had given wings to the dreams of poor children in this rural village, surrounded by bamboo hedges and rice fields. In my dreams, I would walk on a bustling road with the sound of car horns.
Those days of childhood, spent with family, friends, and beloved teachers, are now behind us. Is there any way to return to those days? Which path will lead us back to the past? That road, filled with the love and care of our parents, guided us through difficult times. It was the road of warmth, of family bonds, friendship, and the love of our teachers.
The road of my childhood is something I will always search for. Where is the dirt road where we once walked barefoot? Even today, as we walk on wide concrete roads, I still long for the days when the dirt path carried us through the warmth of those distant times!
Xoan Vương


7. The Little Girl from the Past
Now, I am a second-year student at the Pedagogical University. After the New Year's holiday, I returned home and had a chance meeting with old friends and teachers. Sitting together, we reminisced about the past. A wave of nostalgia rushed over me, as memories quietly found their way back.
Suddenly, I remembered those days when I was a small student with a white ao dai, long black hair, shy and reserved at Long Xuyen High School, two years ago. That little girl loved the elegance of the ao dai, the white of the chalk dust, and the innocent smile of the children. She was determined to pursue education, dreaming of becoming a teacher, contributing a small part to the nation's educational mission.
The little girl from the past.
She had never experienced a true school romance. She didn’t know what it felt like to be heartbroken when the weather turned or to miss someone after a brief separation. She had no memories of the petty arguments over missing chocolates on Valentine's Day, or not receiving flowers on International Women's Day. Her heart never raced for anyone during her school years. Looking back now, there’s no regret or sadness, just a slight longing for those unexperienced, innocent moments.
The little girl from the past.
Every winter, no matter how cold it was outside, she always felt warmth sitting by the fire with her mother, enjoying the fragrant bun rieu (crab noodle soup).
She and her mother woke up at 4 AM to start the fire and prepare the food, never feeling tired. They would chat and laugh, talking about everything. Sometimes, the little girl would sing a few random songs for her mother, her voice not perfect, but filled with innocence and carefree joy, making the morning chill vanish. On rainy days, the two of them would still go about their work, unaffected by the weather. Afterward, the little girl would ride her bike to school, gliding over the slippery, wet road. She would smile at the raindrops on the leaves, watching paper boats drift by, and looking for a rainbow after the rain.
The little girl from the past.
She was never shy or afraid of strangers, always playing wholeheartedly with her friends, not worrying about betrayal or deceit. Back then, her heart was like a pure white mai blossom, basking in the spring sun, always waiting for those who truly cared to come and cherish her life like a delicate flower.
But as the seasons passed, the rhythm of life moved on. The little girl who once was a fragile mai blossom is now a twenty-year-old young woman. She has grown up, learning to cry, to feel sorrow, to experience loss, and to have her heart hurt. Now, she understands the pains of life and the bittersweet realities of the world.
The little girl from the past.
This New Year's, I find myself missing my father and our old home. I miss the warmth of family gathering around the meal to welcome the ancestors, and the nights spent with my grandmother making the traditional Tet cake. It feels lonely now, celebrating the New Year with just my mother. Yet, I have grown to understand that happiness isn't about holding on to the past, or enduring things just to keep a complete family. True happiness is knowing when to let go and move forward without regrets, and without tears for my mother.
The little girl from the past.
She smiles brightly, like a full moon at sixteen. There are emotions left unspoken, only felt in the rustling of the green leaves. Walking through the thoughtful afternoon, she gazes at the flowing river and the fields slowly retreating behind the urban landscape. She remembers someone who made her heart wander, then bleed, and let go... because she knew the right path.
The little girl from the past.
She once painted a future in bright pink hues, dreaming of love and waiting for a prince to set her heart on fire. She imagined tomorrow as a path lined with green leaves, full of excitement and anticipation.
Now, the little girl’s face still glows under the sunlight. Though her eyes aren’t as clear as before, her heart has not withered. She picks petals from the roses, counting the faces of people passing by, but no longer smiles brightly. She only smiles quietly with grace.
The little girl from the past...
.... Still walking with her dreams into a new season.
Jenny Pham


8. The Flavors of the Old Village
I have always longed to return to the taste of the old countryside, whether in moments of exhaustion or sorrow... sometimes, even in moments of joy or happiness. The taste of the old countryside always brings me a sense of comfort and peace in my soul, as if I were leaning into it, feeling its warmth, its closeness, and the love of a time long past...
Back then, my childhood days stretched on, filled with joy as I ran with my friends along the familiar village road, or by the embankment where the Luoc River flowed... My dreams were simple, like every other child of the countryside, where I grew up...
In my dreams, I could smell the scent of hay, the fragrance of fresh rice, and even the golden sunlight. It was vast... drifting like clouds, floating aimlessly in the breeze... In my dreams, I was carried by the kite of my childhood, singing softly... the sweet and gentle soul of the countryside...
The smell of the night, the fragrance of the grass along the embankment, the scent of the alluvial soil, the sweet scent of honeyed grass. So delightful, it mingled with the soft moonlight that filled the space, planting a unique taste in my soul—THE TASTE OF THE COUNTRYSIDE...
I don’t know how others feel, but I believe anyone who was born or grew up in the countryside can never forget those scents, or the taste of the old countryside that nurtured their soul and childhood.
Regardless of who we are, what we do, or where we are, our hearts will always yearn for home, for our roots. The place where our mother’s milk nurtured us, where the blood that runs through our veins always returns to the heart...
I long to be a little boy again. When dawn breaks, I wake to the sound of birds calling in the backyard, the chicks chirping as they follow their mother searching for food...
How could I forget those mornings when I woke up to the scent of jasmine flowers wafting through the air, followed by the rich fragrance of grapefruit blossoms, carried by the morning sunlight spilling into the yard? The vast garden with fruit trees silently spreading their fragrance through each season, each month...
I long to breathe in deeply the fragrance of the countryside, so gentle yet so familiar. Where else can I find such a fragrance now, living in a city filled with busy schedules, rushing around, and noise?
I long to take a deep breath... to hear the rustling of betel leaves and coconut fronds brushing against the tree trunks in the sunlight, to feel the gentle breeze blowing by...
I long to see winter come, to see my grandmother sitting hunched over by the stove, unable to leave the warmth of the kitchen. The ashes, the faint smell of burning straw, all of it reminds me of my childhood. I long to taste the baked sweet potatoes my grandmother made every winter morning when I was about to go to school, the scent lingering in the air.
I long to hear the sound of the cold winter wind howling outside the window, slipping through the narrow gaps, as the night softly creeps into the room. To feel the warmth and love of my grandmother and mother in those cold winter days...
I long to see my grandmother again, walking tiredly in the evening along the embankment, carrying the day’s burdens, her figure blending with the golden sunlight in the fields. I see her bending down among the rice stubble, her clothes soaked with the sweet, earthy smell of hay when the rain flooded the fields.
And I find myself lost between reality, fantasy, and dreams, rushing into a whirlwind of memories... longing to be a child again, needing the peaceful afternoons of the old countryside. To hear the whispers of the wind, the pale pink lotus flowers in the pond quietly releasing their fragrance...
I miss the smell of my grandmother’s cassava, the scent of sweet potatoes, and the smell of freshly harvested rice lingering on her clothes...
The river of my homeland always carries the scent of the fertile soil, where the smoke of burning straw stings the eyes of the storks. In my homeland, even the rice in the bowl carries the taste of the land, where the sweat of my grandmother and mother once soaked into the soil.
Oh, my homeland... I still owe those afternoons spent digging for sweet potatoes in the far fields, always smelling the earthy scent rising from the soil. I still owe the days spent with my grandfather in the fields, the mud sticking to my shoes. I still owe the sight of the new moon rising outside the small window... I owe so much to my homeland...
Oh, my homeland... I still owe the days of catching grasshoppers, the days spent playing in the fields with the buffalo, and the chilly days when the cold made my eyes water... Now, the familiar voice of my grandmother is forever gone...
The TASTE OF THE OLD COUNTRYSIDE is deeply etched in my memory, in my soul. It’s in those moments of exhaustion or sorrow that I long to return, to soothe my soul... to bring back the innocent joy of childhood, the peaceful afternoons, and the simple dreams of flying like a kite. Even in my dreams, the dragonflies still hover around the pond of my childhood...
To smell the smoke from my grandmother’s stove, the golden sunlight and the scent of hay. I want to breathe in that sweet fragrance again, along with the simple and delicious foods my grandmother made.
Yes, only the homeland can give me peace, for it is only in the homeland that I find simplicity, familiarity, and the truest moonlight. It is only in the homeland that I can hear the insects sing their eternal song in the quiet of the night...
Le Minh


9. The Old House
Memories of the past suddenly flood back when I hear the chirping of birds on the branches, blending with the soft whispers of the wind... That sound, like a gentle, wordless song, brings with it waves of longing... It takes me back to my old home.
I remember the nights, the bright moonlight filtering through the leaves, casting a soft glow. A young boy gazes far into the distance, lost in the tranquil darkness, as the golden light bathes the trees outside his small window.
The boy builds dreams of a better future, as if inside a fairytale. The most beautiful colors appear one by one... there’s the green, red, and warm yellow, and then the pink, the color that every child in the world loves.
The yellow represents my father, the green represents my mother, and the other colors are for us, their children. These colors surround the house like a protective embrace. Outside, the trees' green canopy rustles with birdsong, their melodies lingering on the leaves, on the flowers, even as they eventually drift away. But the pure, beautiful sound remains here.
My childhood was a cacophony of innocence, of gazes full of wonder toward the sky, a sky that seemed endless and full of promise.
As we take our first steps in life, we all have a home where our parents are there to guide us. That home may be big or small, crowded or spacious, but its significance lies in the memories of our childhood, the happiness we felt growing up there. It holds the first steps we ever took. It cradled the first cries when we were born, and it kept the lullabies sung by our mothers.
And then there were the sounds of our younger siblings, babbling and laughing, their smiles brightening our parents' faces.
The old house holds the scents of childhood, the sound of rain, the tender voices of parents, and the warmth of family gathered around the dinner table.
I remember how the house stood strong, sheltering us from the sun and the rain. It was small, but it was filled with laughter during both the rainy days and the sunny ones. I could hear the gentle rustle of the wild morning glories in the summer, where butterflies would hover around the yellow flowers, their wings fluttering as they danced in the sunlight...
Back then, my only wealth was my parents and my younger siblings. From the small window, I would look out at the sky. It seemed so far away, yet so peaceful. I didn’t worry about what lay beyond. The trees swayed, the leaves fell, but everything remained still and quiet.
My life was warm, wrapped in the glow of the fire by my mother's hearth every day, every meal.
Now, the space inside me is the old house, the yard that feels desolate without the footprints of the past. Moss grows, covering everything in its quiet, green embrace. I remember, and I miss it, desperately. Where are the footprints of my mother, my father? What would it have been like to see them walking through the house again?
My heart longs to be the small flame next to my mother in the evenings, helping her cook dinner without trying to hide the smoke that rises. The emptiness within me grows with each passing day...
Time flows, and the river keeps moving. Where is the heat of the summer? Where is the chill of the rainy seasons? My old house used to echo with the rhythm of life, but now, it only exists in memory. It fills my heart with longing, but I can never find the words to express it. Now, I wander through the chaos, in the midst of reality, dreams, desires, and the past, but the old house remains only a dream...
The sunbeam breaks through the leaves, the sound of the bird's wings as it drops a seed before the old house, the house of my youth. Will the seed ever awaken, just as the seasons play with my hair?
I want to send my longing for the old house with the winds, with the drifting clouds, into the red glow of the evening sky, a time forever preserved in the heart of my youth. Let the wind blow, the clouds drift, and the sky remain ever blue!
When I return to visit my mother, to see the old house, I find my eyes blurred with tears... Her steps have grown slow, her sight dimming, the footsteps of my parents no longer echo in the small house, the yard. I remember my father's laughter whenever he would open the door to welcome me home...
I remember the meals my mother prepared, humble but filled with warmth that remains in my heart forever. Boiled water spinach with salted eggplant in the scorching heat of summer, accompanied by the refreshing taste of tamarind soup. Yes, where have all these things gone? The house is still there, but the laughter of my father has gone forever...
The old house was warm, filled with laughter during the sunny days and rainy ones, but now it only exists as a fairytale in my heart.
Lê Minh


10. It was a time from the past...
“… The fireflies flicker over the pond
Within them, the joys and sorrows of distant times …”
Nguyễn Duy
It was a time from the past, the village roads were lush and green, and the sunlight struggled to penetrate through the thick canopy of bamboo, jackfruit, and pomelo trees. The vines of pink silk flowers hung down like delicate curtains of pale gold along the borders of the garden. As children, we would gather them into small round shapes, using them as necklaces, bracelets, and glasses. The small, rounded flowers were charmingly pinned to our ears in an endearing, clumsy fashion. The purple flower was always associated with childhood, as it was involved in so many fun games that never grew old. Kids today blow bubbles with soap, which are both toxic and unsanitary, but in our time, we would simply pick a few leaves from the purple plant and a small bamboo stick about 10 cm long (with a hole in the middle), dip it in purple sap, and blow bubbles in all the colors of the rainbow. The biggest and longest-lasting bubble won the contest. The seeds of the purple flower were also edible, either eaten raw or roasted. Perhaps very few people remember the taste of this rural delicacy, which is fragrant, rich, and satisfying. Even the thorns of the purple flower were used for games: “Kim kỉm kìm kim – if someone loses a dog, come to my house and find it!” A square or irregular patch of land would be marked, and two or three kids would gather around, eagerly playing the game. There were no prizes, just short thorns from the purple flower about 1 cm long, hidden in the ground. Whoever found them would win. Sometimes we searched for hours without success, and even the one hiding them wouldn’t know where they were hidden!
It was a time from the past, when butterflies fluttered everywhere, filling the sky with white and yellow. Each of us would have a bunch of bamboo leaves or a sprig of green apple tree (a plant with pale purple flowers the size of a pencil tip, with sweet nectar that children often sucked on) to chase the delicate butterflies. Their fragile wings couldn’t resist our onslaught, and many of them surrendered. We would trap them in jars, oblivious to their fate. Those were truly beautiful, carefree times, with no schoolwork, no studying, just picking flowers and chasing butterflies.
In the daytime, we would also gather fireflies, trapping them in the hollow stems of old pumpkins (because the pumpkin stem was large and hollow, it kept the fireflies alive for longer) or in egg shells, watching them glow as we walked from one end of the street to the other. Childhood with rainy days passed like a never-ending dream, where joy followed joy, and there was no room for sorrow.
The countryside is no longer the same as it was back then. Dirt roads have been replaced with concrete, and the lush, dreamy purple flower hedges have disappeared, replaced by tall, cold walls that separate and divide. The village is no longer as poor as it once was, and no one celebrates the aroma of freshly steamed rice anymore. The humble meals like pumpkin flower soup, boiled sweet potatoes, fried fish, sesame salt, and pickled vegetables have lost their charm. Now there are so many dishes, the tables overflowing with meat, and no one talks about hunger anymore. Today’s children only play games on their phones, their conversations limited to virtual worlds. It’s hard to know whether to feel happy or sad. I only long for the simple, humble days when even a sweet potato or cassava was precious. Now, with so much abundance, we’ve lost so many things — the simple pleasures that helped us grow, the compassion that made us kinder and less resentful.
Everything happens due to fate, there is birth and death, but fortunately, the flickering fireflies still appear by the pond each summer night. The delicate, innocent purple flowers still bloom along the path, no matter how much time passes or how the world changes. And because my mother is still here, this place will always be a safe haven to return to.
Vy Doãn Thị


